My whole life I have suffered from a case of depression. There has always been darkness in my life and I hate it. Right now this moment of life there is barley any darkness. I have everything I want besides one thing really, and that is a job. I have friends and family that supports and loves me. I have the perfect people in my life that have my back.
Before I met my lovely girlfriend, Jennifer. I was not motivated to do nothing. I could care less if I got a job or not. All day I sat in my room messing around having no care in the world whats so ever. Then one day God sent me a gift. She is short, with blonde / brown hair, beautiful and the most perfect present I could ever ask for. Her name was Jennifer. I believe she is going to be the one who saved my life.
I met Jennifer and soon as I met her I knew this girl is way different. Of course we have issues that we are currently working on, and some family issues I wont go into, but Jennifer is what I believe going to save my life and is a gift from god. I have known Jennifer for close to a year now and I loved every second of it. We have been dating for about 6 months now and I have plans for us in the future. When I met Jennifer I knew that she is going to be the one that will always be in my life. I have feelings that I will love her to the day I die. We always talk about the future and what it has in store for us.
Because of Jennifer, I now want a good paying job. I now want to get my life straighten out. Because of Jennifer, I now love my life and everything in it. Jennifer has taken the darkness away from my life and replaced it with her beauty and her light. I am currently looking for a great paying job that I can start a base for Jennifer's and I's future. Yeah we have a lot of growing up to do but I am very excited to get a decent paycheck every couple weeks and putting it in the bank to save up for the future with her. This is a big surprise for me, I would never want to do this before I met Jennifer, I would want to blow all my money on Music and other wants. I am very lucky to have her in my life and would do anything for this young beautiful woman.
The point to this blog is that I am very grateful to have Jennifer in my life, she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. She is what I believe is a gift from god that has turned my life into the better direction. I love you Jennifer and I am very excited to hold your hands and walk into the future with you and spend my life with you. I love you Jennifer and I love all my friends and family that support me. I thank god all the time for this gift that has blessed me with.