Monday, May 10, 2010

The Light is coming back.

My whole life I have suffered from a case of depression. There has always been darkness in my life and I hate it. Right now this moment of life there is barley any darkness. I have everything I want besides one thing really, and that is a job. I have friends and family that supports and loves me. I have the perfect people in my life that have my back.

Before I met my lovely girlfriend, Jennifer. I was not motivated to do nothing. I could care less if I got a job or not. All day I sat in my room messing around having no care in the world whats so ever. Then one day God sent me a gift. She is short, with blonde / brown hair, beautiful and the most perfect present I could ever ask for. Her name was Jennifer. I believe she is going to be the one who saved my life.

I met Jennifer and soon as I met her I knew this girl is way different. Of course we have issues that we are currently working on, and some family issues I wont go into, but Jennifer is what I believe going to save my life and is a gift from god. I have known Jennifer for close to a year now and I loved every second of it. We have been dating for about 6 months now and I have plans for us in the future. When I met Jennifer I knew that she is going to be the one that will always be in my life. I have feelings that I will love her to the day I die. We always talk about the future and what it has in store for us.

Because of Jennifer, I now want a good paying job. I now want to get my life straighten out. Because of Jennifer, I now love my life and everything in it. Jennifer has taken the darkness away from my life and replaced it with her beauty and her light. I am currently looking for a great paying job that I can start a base for Jennifer's and I's future. Yeah we have a lot of growing up to do but I am very excited to get a decent paycheck every couple weeks and putting it in the bank to save up for the future with her. This is a big surprise for me, I would never want to do this before I met Jennifer, I would want to blow all my money on Music and other wants. I am very lucky to have her in my life and would do anything for this young beautiful woman.

The point to this blog is that I am very grateful to have Jennifer in my life, she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. She is what I believe is a gift from god that has turned my life into the better direction. I love you Jennifer and I am very excited to hold your hands and walk into the future with you and spend my life with you. I love you Jennifer and I love all my friends and family that support me. I thank god all the time for this gift that has blessed me with.

1 comment:

  1. I am so happy that you think that i motivate you. You mean the world to me. I am happy that you are in my life and that you are so sweet to me. You are the most amazing person in the world. You are diffrent from everyone else in the world. You are diffrent from most guys. You are sweet and kind, and do everyhting for me. Hhha. I love that you are in my life Jesse Bly. I love you[: <3